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Sunday, January 17, 2010

Yg Terdetik..

-Still susah nak tido..

-Hari ni rase sgt2 berdose..

-Still memujuk hati sendiri..

-Cube nak ingat name2 mereka yg disakiti..nak mintak maaf..

-Perlahan2 terime hakikat yg Allah tu adil.. baik buruk yg kite buat, ade balasan..

-Tersedar bahawa ade lagi 'manusia' di sebalik 'kebinatangan'..

-Mencube sedaye upaye utk berlaku adil..

-Tau.. aku mmg '***' pon all these while..

-Masih sakit..

-Sedang menerima balasan..

-Masih di bawah roda.. (lambat betol kali ni roda ni nak jln naik atas)

-Mencari2 cara nak bangun selepas tersungkur.. Mcm mane nk jln ni? merangkak pon belum..

-Tetibe gelak sendiri sbb perasan ape yg kene kat diri sendiri ni betul2 ape yg penah dibuat kat org lain.

-Ckp pasal halal haram.. aku halalkan segale2 yg pernah diambil dari aku oleh sape2 pon..

-Terfikir nak bawak diri jauh2.. tapi, aku bukan pengecut, bukan budak2..

-Nak migrate ke xnak ni?

-Owh.. masih ade yg sudi berkongsi sedih. Alhamdulillah..

-Junjungan terime kasih kepade mereka2 yg sudi tlg aku utk bangun.. help me walk thru this pleaseeee..

-Belajar utk x sakitkan hati sape2 lagi.. Sbb nnti dpt balasan lagi.. serik dah ni..

-i'm heading north people.. coming, anyone?

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Al-Fatihah..

On Saturday, 9th January 2010, my beloved grandfather had passed away peacefully after almost a week beeing in comma. He passed away in front of all his children and most of his grandchildren. It was a heartbreaking moment for everyone.. but at least, he did not suffer for long.

Frankly, it broke my heart to see my grandma in grief. She has lost a friend of almost 60years. I can't imagine the saddness that she still feels. I don't even dare to put myself in her shoes. I just pray that she'll embrace it as it is.. May Allah bless his soul. Al-Fatihah.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Thank You..

It's amazing of how things work out their own ways to make us see what awaits us ahead. It's surprising of how obstacles make us realize how strong we can be...and it's soooo damn funny of how things u did, get back to u in thousands of ways.

Thinking back, maybe i deserve this. But then again, life is a cycle.. Everything in between just makes it more interesting...or painfull. For me, this is just a beginning of a new chapter..and i dont know if i'll walk out of it unhurt.

For those whom i have hurt, i'm sorry.. i truly am.. I guess i'll have to live with the guilt.. For those who stick around, thank u.. no words can express my appreciation.. For those who walked away, keep on walking... It's your loss and i'm sorry for it..

P/S: To Mr. Puca, i'm no longer your baby girl.. i know u said i'll always be.. but i'm big enough to handle things in my own ways.. So Stop worrying.. :')

Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy New Year

Happy New Year utk sume. Semoge tahun ni lebih baik dari tahun lepas. Taun ni aku xde azam sgt pon. Xde hati nak berazam. All i'm wishing for is to have a peace of mind. Give me back my life. I desperately want it back. Again, happy new year..