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Friday, March 19, 2010


Sorry.. Saye sakitkan ati awk.. xyah la buat2 mcm xde ape2.. Xyah pretend as if nothing is going on cos the fact is we both know it, feel it.. Sorry sbb saye mcm x tentu arah.. saye pon xtau ape saye nak. Saye pon x tau hala tuju saye. I dont have something to hold on to anymore. I wake up every single fucking day juz for the sake of living.

I juz hope when all this is over, u'd still have the heart to forgive me, doesnt matter how the end would be. I juz need to let u know, while i still can, how important your role is in my life.. Sorry to drag u in this dip shit. I just dont know how to do this anymore. Suddenly, i'm not so good at what i had been doing well back then.

I'm losing control.. I messed things up.. i seriously fucked up big time. U dont deserve this from me. Damn i wish i could be the person u used to know. But i guess i'm juz not the old me anymore.

I know it's not fair for me to do this to u.. but i'm gonna have to ask u to stay away for a while. Give me some time to sort things out. I'm gonna need some time to be alone. I'm sorry..

Monday, March 8, 2010

Sorry, I Quit

So tired of this.. a never ending game. U wanna keep on playin it.. go ahead.. find another player to play with. I have to quit. It ain't for me. What's the point of staying in it? I ain't happy. U're too good at it. So good at manipulating..and it's been the umpteenth time i've been deceived. It was a mistake to let u see the other side of me.. the real me. It's ok. Take a bow. The crowd is still watching. U win. Another player will come along, i'm sure.. and.. Good Luck. I wont be there to watch.